Ma...are you happy..??

*WARNING* - Read only if you have the time... panjang berjela siut.. hahahaha

B2 asked me that question last night. It's something that has to do with what happened that day at school.. Lets recap... jDid I tell you that B2 is already in std 1? Well, she is.. how time flies. Still remember the day she was born...she was.. eh.. thats a different story.. Anyway, a lot has happened to her during these pass few month, most of it, not good... Kesian anak mama... :( Let me start with how's life has been since she's been to school... After 2 setengah bulan, life is quite hectic, sbb 1st time the school buat 2 sessions. So agak kelam kabut mula2. But then it was ok. But being B2... dia dah ilangkan buku teks sekolah, hilang kasut and tetukar kain sekolah (but managed to get both back), had to buy new sets of shoes (she's outgrown the ones we bought end of last year, NO, apa pulak kitaorg beli kecik, tak de la, she's grown ok.. quite fast...imagine from size 9 shoes to 12!! YES, I'm not kidding... sheesh...), had to buy her new bag (dia dah patahkan beg roda dia by end of feb...yes really!) had to cut her hair sebab ada sikit colour.. (my bad.. hehehe)...and was transferred to another class... :( sian anak mama. Actually, dekat sekolah tu, bila std 1, they dont divide the students according to kepandaiannya... they mix them. After 1 month, they'll do some test then for those who failed the 3M.. (Membaca, Mengira and Menulis) must move to 1 class.. 1B. (1 Bestari...but it's like 1 Bodoh/Bangang/Bengap class to me... but thats a different story.. ). So my precious daughter ni... she's clever, ada banyak akai upstairs, but... dia slow nak membaca. She can read, but very2 slow... kena eja dulu, then baru boleh baca. Tu pun lagi slow dari kura2, but she's trying very hard. She's a little bit better now, but still a lot of work to do. Ok, then nak jadi cerita... one day she was tested by her class teacher (she was in 1D - Dedikasi and was elected penolong ketua class, imagine her excitement and she was the happiest girl around)...utk baca, dia tak boleh, sbb cikgu kata 'Jangan eja, just baca'. Then she said.. i cannot. So the teacher said, 'Awak kena pindah class'. She was sad... really2 sad. (uhuk.. sian anak mama). But then her teacher said 'tak pe la, awak duduk dulu, nanti susah pulak saya nak cari penolong ketua class baru'. B2 felt very2 relieved. Being her, the incident was forgotten and dia belajar as usual, getting A's and A++ in her exercises...being a good leader (penolong ketua class kan.. hehehehe), but it was only for 1 week. Her teacher tested her again, asked her to read... this time she cried. :'(. (You see, B2 ni eventhough she's a little bit rough (she can play with boys ok..!) she's quite sensitive, tak boleh org marah or angkat suara for no reason. So her teacher ni was quite strict la.. and garang.). Bila jadi mcm tu, cikgu tu kata, 'esok awak masuk kelas B'. Siap panggil B1 and bagitau 'Esok awak bawak adik awak masuk kelas B, jangan masuk class D dah'. Imagine B2 feelings masa tu, sian dia.. :((. Still remember the look on her face masa dia bagitau, 'Ma, adik kena tukar kelas'. And all I said was, 'Adik, i told you, u must learn to read fast.. and learn harder, tak boleh malas2'. (She's a little bit malas and suka curi tulang when i asked her to read, like i said, dia ni banyak akai.. hehehe). She was devastated, and i didn't help a bit. But i did say to her, 'adik, its ok kalau masuk class B pun, u can learn to read, n then u'll be better. It's ok'. Tapi as a kid, bila dah selesa satu tempat, then you have to change masuk class lain, it's like going to a new school la. She was reluctant to go to school the next day, and she was ready to quit school. Imagine that!! :( Sian dia, but then i said to her, 'adik masuk dulu class B tu, then ptg nanti bila adik balik, adik bgtau mama mcamana, kalau adik tak suka esok mama gi jumpa cikgu adik and explain'. Dengan B2, senang kita nak tolerate (kalu B1, argghh tension!), so she agreed. Dlm pala dok ligat fikir, what if dia tak suka...then how? But alhamdulillah she was ok, so she started in her new class early Feb. Selalu jugak, bila balik rumah, B2 would say 'ma, tadikan kawan adik dekat class semua tiru adik buat kerja' or 'ma, budak2 lain semua tak tau buat ma, semua suruh adik ajar'. I was like, ok... maybe B2 dah belajar masa tadika, so dia boleh buat la kot...takkan la budak class tu that stu**d kan? after all it's only writting ABC, 123. But to my horror, mmg pun.. and my daughter was in that class. Oh My..! Tapi what else can i do, cikgu2 dah tested her, and since B2 tak boleh one of the M (membaca) she was transferred to the class. Then i thought, tak pela, let her learn from scratch... Sebulan dah berlalu, it's time for exams. Me being very lazy and on a roller coaster.. didn't help the kids at all, except for suruh belajar. :( Truk mak dia nih.. :(. Exam start last tuesday 9/3, first paper was BM 1 and BM2 + spelling. I didn't expect much from B2, sbb i dont really know whether exams yang dia dapat, sama tak dgn class2 lain.. yela.. being in 'that' class kan.. maybe different exams. So biar aja la.. Guess what? Yesterday she came home and said, 'Ma, I have surprise for u' Me: ye ke? apa dia? B2: mama teka la.. Me: hmmm adik dapat 100 utk peksa..? B2: tak la.. tak tau lagi peksa dpt berapa... teka la lagi.. Me: hmm adik betul semua spelling?? B2: tak la.. tak tau jugak.. Me: dah tu..? adik ckp aje la.. B2: tadi masa lepas adik dah buat peksa English, cikgu lama adik datang ambik kertas peksa adik tu, lepas tu dia bagitau adik, 'Bazleen, esok awak masuk kelas lama balik, 1D' Me: *VERY SURPRISE!!!* Betul ke adik..?? B2: Haah.. betul.. cikgu class baru pun cakap mcm tu dkt adik... Me: Yeke? Alhamdulillah... I hugged her n said.. 'good for you adik..' :) B2 was beaming with joy, jumping around...the happiest girl on earth i think.. hehehe Today, she's not happy, banyak perkara telah berbangkit dalam kepala dia. Like, what if the teacher ask me to read again? what if the exams are different and i cannot do anything..? will they put me back in B class? etc2.. Kesian B2, baru sekolah 3 bulan, macam2 konflik timbul.. dah elok settle dlm class 1D, cikgu gi drop bomb shell and said, she's not qualified enough to be in that class.. she felt very low and down and not to mentioned stupid (dia bgtau.. sian anak mama). Then when dia dah terima kenyataan that she's in B class... the teacher gi tukar balik masuk D class... what the H**K? I know she's been effected mentally, she's already accepted that dia x pandai (or so cikgu kata :P, i always say that dia pandai...and she is actually) cikgu naikkan balik dia masuk class lama, and bg B2, dia dah ketinggalan banyak subject (ye la, dlm class B dok belajar ABC and 123 je... yes really!) and mcmana dia nak cope? sian B2. How can sekolah buat mcm ni? Playing with budak2 umur 7 taun emotionally mcm ni? Dah dia tak nak pegi sekolah tadi... puas pujuk..Alhamdulillah dia pegi jugak. And hopefully she'll be ok... InsyaAllah... This time, if they pindahkan dia balik masuk 1B... i'm going to the kementrian terus.. I DONT CARE..! Oh, back to the question, which was asked by B2 last nite regarding her being upgraded to her old class.... Of course adik.. mama is happy. I'm happy when u r happy, even if u r in B class, i dont care.. u r my daughter, if u r happy, then I'm Happy too... :) Luv u adik... so much... I luv u 2 mama.... Muahhh! I'm in HEAVEN!! hehehehe

A treat for B2, lunch at McDonalds before going to school... kekonon utk hilangkan rasa nervous dia la.. (look at her face... cuak je muka.. sian anak mama ni..)

Nenek ni pun tak nak kalah.. nak bergambar jugak.. :P TQ kakak sbb tengok2 kan adik... Muahh!