Di Ngorat..?!

Yesterday...
hari chaos sedunia... pagi2 lagi dah kesiangan. Dont know what happened to my alarm (apparently i must have switch it off without realising it.. duh!!), jaga2 dah pukul 7:15am. Balqis should be in school by 7:30am. ALAMAK!! Kelam kabut bangun, gerak Balqis "No time to mandi.. just wash your face and brush your teeth.. !" I said. Express siap, terus pergi sekolah with Balqis bringing her file only. Monthly exam starts today (21st) she said. Managed to sampai dekat sekolah by 7:29am.. phew..!

Balik rumah.. harap everything was back to normal... but He.. has something else in store for me. The moment I reached home, Xpin said she has an appoinment with specialist, and of course la I should go with her. Moral support maa.. And of course Yah must tag along. Penakut nak dok sorang2 kat rumah dia tu. Haih..

Anyway, masa Bazleen tengah siap, Yah baru nak mandi, Yah dapat call from somebody, sib baik Yah angkat. It was from Balqis class teacher, to inform that exam is next week.. please antar beg sekolah dia. MasyaAllah... teruk punya mak, Balqis pun dah la tak tengok betul2 tarikh peksa, Maknya pun tak double check... teruk2. So the call change everything, jadi kelam kabut lagi. Me, screaming at Bazleen to hurry up, (it was already 8am++, Bazleen should be in school by 8:30am), and packing Balqis school bag. Must reached KPJ Selangor as early as possible, so that nanti sempat balik and ambik the kids from school. Terus terlupa kata tak mandi lagi. Sh**t!

We reached KPJ just before 9am, terus gi breakfast dkt cafenya (the food there quite nice jugak, the best so far as compared to other hospital cafes yg pernah pi). Xpin was 2nd person to be called, dr said kena xray which she did, then the result was comforting.. not serious, just minor, boleh improve by taking some medicines and have to go through terapi. Ok la.. Alhamdulillah... By that time.. dah pukul 10am++. Bazleen abis pukul 11:30 so the latest by 11 we should be on the way already.

So we decided nak ikut xpin gi buat terapi, very curious nak tau what kind of terapi yg dorang akan buat. We were sitting outside the fisio room while waiting for them to call xpin. This was when it started. At first I saw this guy, quite young, around 25+ tops... who work there (dia pakai uniform.. of course la kerja situ.. duh!) was looking at us, xpin, yah and myself. I was already whispering to Yah.. "Pst.. ada org nak ngorat xpin.. hahaha". Then he called Xpin masuk ke 1 of the fisio booth. Yah and myself decided to wait outside, bagi can org tu ngorat Xpin... hahaha. But then he called us in, siap gi ambik extra chair from other room for me to sit. Yah tak de krusi, dia soh dok atas katil. Hahaha.

The guy was friendly, a lil bit too friendly, which to me ok la.. since nak usha Xpin kan... muahahahaha. A lot of questions being asked.. to which I answered la. No harm what, nothing too personal anyway. When finally I asked him "Dah lama kerja sini?" "Baru aje.." dia kata. Then he asked me "First time ke datang sini?" I said "Actually no, selalu datang sini.. beranak pun kat sini". "oooo.. dah ada anak? (suara dah lain)" " Yup, 2, dua2 beranak sini" me said cheerfully.. ahaks. "oooo dah ada 2 anak" he said again. You should see his face bila dia dengar I said that.. tekejut beruk dia.. but again.. beruk pun tak terkejut as him. Masa tu baru we all realized yang dia nak ngorat MOI@Me! D**N. Dia ingat Xpin yg sulung or kakak... I'm the adik.. and Yah of course the bongsu.. Tekejut sey..! Dah tua2 ni dingorat oleh budak muda... Lawak pun ada. hahaha.

By that time dah nak pukul 11, so I excuse myself, (nak lari pun ye jgk... the situation dah jadi uncomfortable dah) Yah follow sbb nak gi jumpa Dr, asyik dok sakit pala aje (turn out dia dah tak boleh minum MILO - trigger to her migraine.... muahahaha sian Yah). So antar Yah gi klinik, rush balik ambik Bazleen, then patah balik ambik Yah, lepas dia dah check, then gi ambik Xpin, then terus pecut balik ambik Balqis pulak. Heh.. abih minyak 1/2 tank. Kelam kabut betul semalam...

Anyhow, things was not as bad as it seems, though Xpin bgtau the mamat still asked questions about me after I left, C*S. Lepas ni tak pergi dah fisio tu.. sorry Xpin. You're on your own this time. It was kindda flattering jugak la.. with him consider me boleh dingorat n ingat I still muda.. but I was feeling really uneasy. My hubby is not around and this kind of thing happened.... the devils are really doing their job.. sharpening their tanduks..


**A note to myself - should stay indoor as much as possible when hubby is not around... hehehe.

Haih... Macam - macam...

p/s - Abang, you have my heart.... love you more than ever... miss u sooo much... muuaaaahhhhh!

Outstation..

Zul will be going overseas this coming weekend for a week... it's been a while since his last overseas assignments. (more like one year to be exact, Zul had to go to India in July last year - Abg, why you always travel in July? in 2006 pun July remember?)
It's not that long but still... not having him near and around makes me feel... useless...
I hate the feeling of missing him.. heck... i miss him terribly when he's at work.. and you can only imagine the way i'll feel if he's not around. Abg, you've spoiled me tau.. :(
I will definitely be grumpy, and not just the person you want to be with, you don't even want to look at me... that's how bad i'll turn into.. sheesh...
All I would want to do is sleep... until the week is over.. boleh ke ha..?

But, with the kids around, it's not even a possibility...
B1 will be missing him the very instant I tell her about the trip... and B2 will be missing him, terribly, when we say our goodbyes to him this coming Saturday.
I'll be hearing a lot of crying, nagging and will have to cope with lots of questions and grumpiness... all from B2.. (ikut sapa la tu... isk isk isk). B1 will be content just by wearing her papa's shirt.

A week will be more like a month....

I love my teddy bear... I need my teddy bear..:(

A big heart....

@ 13:15 hours today...

Balqis : Ma... ada kawan kakak, S****** darjah 5 mak dia dekat ICU.. sian dia kan ma...

Me : haah, mak dia sakit apa kak?

Balqis : Entah tak tau...

Me : Ok xpe.. kita tlg doakan untuk mak dia ye...

Balqis : Ok...

@ 18:15 hours

Balqis : Ma.. esok kakak nak bawak rm200 gi sekolah agama...

Me : Kenapa? Untuk apa?

Balqis : Ustaz mintak derma... ustaz kata rm1 or rm2 pun dah cukup la...

Me : Derma untuk apa kak? Kenapa kakak nak bawak sampai rm200?

Balqis : Derma untuk S******, mak dia meninggal pagi tadi. Sian kat dia ma.. mak dia dah tak de.. nasib baik ayah dia ada lagi. Kakak nak bagi rm100.. adik rm100.. so rm200 la... blh ye ma..

Me : *terkedu kejap* Innalillah... kakak tanya pa nanti ok..?

Balqis : ok..

U have such a BIG HEART kakak... *mmmuuuaaaahhhh*
Mama loves you very very very much...

Bosan...

.. untuk update blog yang satu ketika dulu adalah peneman setia...

.. dengan cuaca yang tak menentu ni.. (jerubu pulak sekarang ni... harap2 tak trigger la apa yang dah lama tak trigger..)

.. dengan FB, ramai sangat kawan.. yang kebanyakan daripadanya hanya sekadar kenalan biasa... *boleh tak nak unfriend?*

.. dengan routine harian.... - really must do something about this.. *sigh*

.. untuk memikirkan perkara-perkara berbangkit sekarang ni... mcm kes PPSMI tu..

.. untuk membaca paper.. yang dulunya menjadi satu kemestian.. (kandungan paper banyak yang merepek2 dah)

.. untuk melayan peel2 yang tak boleh diterima akal...



BOSAN SIUT..!!

Hmm...

Lama dah tak update blog... why ek? Maybe terlampau asyik baca buku cerita kot, punya la banyak lagi yang tak baca. Anyway, I'll try to update bit by bit la. As usual.. posts ada.. but tak publish aje.

Nanti la publish.. later ah..

Happy Father's Day...

As usual.. the kids nak buat surprise untuk their dad.. Mana la dorang belajar surprise2 nih.. adeh..
Anyway, on the 20th, kakak dah sound.. ma.. kakak nak beli hadiah untuk pa.. blh tak ma? Kakak nak beli apa? Tak tau la.. tie ke.. ok tak? Huh?! tie? tak pe la.. kita cari t-shirt aje la. Ok.. tapi jangan bgtau pa tau ma..? (it's impossible la papa nya tak tau.. dah tentu keluar sekali). Ok.. ok..

So early 20th pagi, after ambik result both of them dkt KAFA, both did quite well by the way, terus we head to Subang Parade.. why? Because we have to service the car dekat area2 tu.. sambil tunggu kereta siap, lepak di Subang Parade la.

Cut story short, we manage to buy t-shirt without him knowing.. papa kena halau gi department lain.. hehehe and the kids are very happy (Balqis to be exact). Then we head to Sunway Medical center, melawat Xpin's friend yg baru deliver 1st born, congrates Che Za..! Lepas tu terus balik.

Balqis ada lagi surprise up her sleeves.. so papa decided that he's going to do some work at the office, in which mama gladly follows.. (kena guna sepenuhnya masa untuk spend time berdua.. time is precious what.. hehehe). Kejap aje dkt ofis.. lepas tu we head to Bukit Raja Shopping Center... sempat tengok movie lagi.. Wolfhound.. ahaks... Balik agak lewat.. the kids dah tunggu untuk surprise papanya. Masa kami keluar.. the kids kerah bbnya utk buat kek utk papanya.
That evening, we call up my papa.. and head to jeram for dinner. We head back and share the cake with papa@yayah... What a nice way to end the day..

- pesal la post ni macam sengal aje.. lantakla...

tak de picture...

Things that happened these past few weeks....

April 27th - May 2nd...
Rushed back to Perlis after subuh, Grandma was admitted (26/4) because of her semi conscious condition, fractured hand bone and dislocate wrist. Result from a fall 3 days earlier. Almost everybody was there already. Seriously worried. Her condition was seriously bad.. and getting worse. But.. Alhamdulillah, her will to live is strong, she survives but still need TLC from her family. She's now recovering, able to move her body though still not being able to get up and about.

May 3rd - May 9th
Nothing much happened, still worried about my Grandma. The kids had a lot of works, for missing school for 4 days. The house was full of dust... and I'm down with terrible headache and almost catch the flu&fever that's been spreading around nowadays. So much to do, but not being able to do it is so frustrating.

May 10

Mothers Day. I dont celebrate mothers day, meaning I dont make a big deal about it. I also believe that everyday should be mothers day. But sometimes... when we think of it.. do we really do something special to our mom everyday? Because I didn't... if I did, my mom would think I've got something up my sleeves and would be asking me.. 'Yes, What u want?, just tell me what is it that u really want'. Duh.. :)

So I think Mothers day and Birthdays.. we can celebrate.. in moderation la. Not buat party all nite long, dancing here and there etc etc. Just have a simple get together among family members (in fact it is a very good excuse to gather all family members and to spend time together besides Raya) and some food to eat.

How many times have you heard from your mom, 'You dont have to give me anything for Mothers Day.. or for my Birthday'?. Of course they'll say that. That's what being a mother is all about. But if you really do something about it, like create a handmade card, buy 3 for 20cents sweets or even pick a flower in your own yard and give it to your mom, I'm very very very sure that your mom will feel so grateful and delighted when they receive it.

Last year my kids dragged their father to the bakery to buy me a cake for mothers day. My hubby cooked roti John and mushroom soup form us. It was fun, having a feast with your family and you dont have to cook.. yeay.. hehehe (It's a big deal when you're a stay at home mom)

This year, it's something different. We still have the cake, a homemade one... (the kids paksa their aunties to bake a cake for me.. hahaha). Yummy.. and the kids did handmade cards and bookmarks for me, and the wordings was really touchy.. *muah* Sayang anak2 mama ni. My hubby made strawberry mousse and it was delicious. After having the cake we went to Jeram again. For dinner.. Had a great time.

The cake, comot2.. tapi sinfully sedap...

The cards yang dapat... anak 2 aje.. hehehe.
Balqis dapat free mothers day card from TGV KLCC before so dia guna ajela

Makan2 @ Jeram

May 11 - May 15
Will be busy teaching Bazleen for her mid term exam. Next week they will have their KAFA exams and the week after, Balqis punya turn pulak. Then it's school hols.. looking forward to it. :)

Just one...

of those days... no mood to
update blog... untuk bersuka ria.. untuk apa2 aja..
down with terrible headache..
worried about my grandma.. (mom's mom)
with so much to do..
but so not in the mood... *sigh*
just one of those days...

We...

as babies. Jom main jom. Tengok kepakaran masing2. Cuba teka which is who..

We as babies... hehehe

Kami sekarang... :)
(fr left : Abg, Ocha, Xpin, Xpa, Apiq & Yah)

What you have to do is.. to match the baby to the person below.. (like A - Yah) hehehe

Mari kita lihat... siapa yang kena...
Muahahahahaha

Another movie...

My hubby & saya had the same thing on our mind this morning, haip... jgn pikir apa2.. i meant watch movie la. The kind of movie yang we'd like to watch... ,Yes, betul, we nak tengok, The Fast and Furious.. or Shinjuku Incident. Tapi.. both cerita rated 18PL.. adoi. But since we're in the mood for movies, we went jugak la and see Talentime instead. Nice jugak.. but to heavy for B2. She practically said "Cerita apa ni? Bila nak habis ni Ma..". Adus.. dah tu cerita mama nak tengok adik dgn kakak tak boleh masuk... Sapa nak jadi babysitter ni?! Adeh...

Actually..

The post ada.. cuma tak dipublish aja.. So tonite.. selambak la keluar.

The whole of last week B2 buat hal, from cheeky and bubbly girl, tukar to the very sensitive and cranky girl. I've been wondering why.. pening pala pikir.. Macam2 dah cuba, tapi tak jalan. But at last, the case has been solved. How? Well i did some muhasabah diri and finally jumpa. She acted just the way I acted if I miss someone. I'll be as cranky I could be and all i'd do was just sleep and sleep and did nothing till the feeling fades. My dearest daughter was doing the same exact thing as I did, the only different is, I know why I felt that way, she didn't, maybe because kecik sangat to know kot, or maybe she knows but she is as perahsia as i am... hmm... *I wonder*.
Actually dia rindukan ahli2 D'Art, especially Abby. Well, who wouldn't.. such a nice, caring and friendly girl she is. Both my girls misses her, B1 was very opened about how she felt almost immediately, but B2.. hmm..

Anyway, we did drop by at Concorde KL last night, met Abby and the rest, Fauzi, Ika & Oja.. The kids were very ecstatic to see 'em, we were too.. (not surprisingly). Thanks to Abby, spending her rest time with the kids.. am feeling very guilty, Abby tak sempat rest. Sorry ye dik.. :(.
Funny thing is, I feel like she is part of the family, even though i've only known her for a couple of month, the most, why ek..? Apa2 pun, all the best to you Abby, and THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH for layaning my kids... *hugs*.



Tambahan - yang tak de kena mengena..

Dont know why lately ni asyik teringatkan arwah Mama. Kenapa ye? Rindunya, yang teramat2 sangat kat dia. Bulan Julai ni cukup 3 taun mama tak dak. Tapi rasa macam baru semalam she let go of my hand masa Izrail panggil dia.. *sob.. sob*..

"Ya Allah, sampaikanlah seumpama pahala bacaanku kepada roh ibuku Sharifah Solhah bt Syed Omar. Ya Allah, Ampunilah dosanya, kasihani dan sejahterakanlah dia, maafkanlah kesalahannya, muliakanlah kedatangannya, lapangkanlah kuburnya, terimalah kebaikannya, hapuskanlah kesalahannya dengan rahmatMu, wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Pengasih... Amin.."

Al - Fatihah..
Sure mami ada.. but mami is mami.. mama is still my mama..

Happy birthday Darwish.. 1st April

yang ke 5 taun...

April Fool..!! 1 taun la.. hehehe
semoga menjadi anak yang Soleh.. Amin...

p/s - jgn lupa belanja pakngah, makngah, kakbalqis and kakbazleen lagi tau.. hehehehe

Makan time....

Xpin berbesar ati nak belanja semua adik beradik, yes.. semua 9 org, (yang mai 5 + 2 aja) yang ada + enan, dekat Jeram, Aroma Ikan Bakar. Sedap, sedap, sedap... tak bawak camera, pakai camera hp aja. Tu pun amik gambaq tepi pantai dgn the kids.. anak2 and anak2 buah.. hehehe

By the way, kami menyokong Earth Hour. Rumah kami memang bergelap masa tu. Mana taknya.. lepas makan kat Jeram, lepas solat terus shoot to concorde Shah Alam, last nite with D'Art.. uhuk uhuk.. *sedey*. Tp yang best tu concorde pun gelap siut, yay! support Eart Hour. Cool aja atmosphere time tuh..

Macih Xpin.. bila nak banja makan lagi..?

Pastime...

Something that I didn't mention before. We ada new pastime tau.. it all started during the end of december 2008.. i think malam new year. What we did was.. had 'buffet' dinner at Concorde Shah Alam. So we was introduced to Los Genesha (betul ke ejaan nih?) @ the Batak Band from Indonesia. Dorang punya sora.. mak ai.. nyaring and lantang and of course sedap.. Boleh lawan my 'tetelan mic' voice masa dorang nyanyi. We went to concorde again on the 4th january, on pa and mami for our penat lelah during the kenduri. Again.. the Batak band was there and pa requested Widuri. (This is his fav song since dia dgn arwah ma lagi. I thot I saw his almost nak nangis eyes, but then.. maybe I was mistaken. That nite (4th) was the eve of my late mom's birthday, everybody - pa, xpin, apiq, yah and myself pretended not to remember her that nite (i think la), but that's how we used to celebrate birthday kami anak beranak, makan-makan.. at least dulu la.... now tak de dah). Anyway,(banyak lencongan la pulak) memang sedap nyanyian dorang.. We, my hubby and I, the music lover.. mmg enjoy la.

Them singers (balqis in black, with part of apiq's (my younger bro) head)

After makan2.. we plan nak lepak jap dekat lounge, something we always buat if we ever makan @ melting pot, Shah Alam. Like I said, we enjoy music.. the kids pun suka. Usually we hang out sekejap aje, the most 1 session aje. Once they take a break.. we'll make our move. However, we stayed there for a while that night... sonok banget..!

Ni la kitaorg yang kepoyoan nih. (fr left, Nana, B2, B1, Zul, 'Org ni tak kenal', Mami, Xpin, Yah & Enan. Not in picture - Pa.
Photographer - Aad)

The band yang nyanyi at the lounge mlm tu - D'Art

So, nak jadi cerita, pada satu malam minggu, kami tak tau nak kemana lagi dah and the kids was restless tak tau nak lepaskan extra energy dekat mana, out of the blue Zul ajak lepak kat concorde, just to enjoy the music at the lounge. The kids suka la.. they can run here and there.. as if tu hotel bapaknye.. hampeh. Maka itu la titik permulaan our new pastime.. asal weekend aje, we lepak2 at the lounge untuk dengar D'Art, our own local band. The band members are quite friendly and the kids amat suka.

This picture was taken on March 13th, just look how close the kids are with 'em
Fr left - B1, Abby, Man (sitting behind), Oja, Fauzi, B2 and Ika

We all love this band.. *hugs* - to abby and ika only la.. hahaha

p/s - dapat tau yang D'Art will be at Shah Alam until end of March only.. then off to Concorde Kl. aiseh... *shugs*. Looks like our pastime is about to come to an end..

B1 had an Op..

B1 did tonsillectomy on the 12th. Risau yang amat, ye la.. after what happened bulan january, i dont think anybody in the right mind can feel at ease even with the assurance from the dr. Minor operation only.. should be no problem. Tet..!!! Heard that..!!. The only thing different was, this dr kata.. kita berserah pada Allah. So lega la sikit. Worry tetap worry...

Bilik single bed as usual penuh, and being B1, dia memang tak boleh bising lansung kalau nak tidur. So nak tak nak terpaksa la paknye cari alternative lain. Bilik semua penuh, tak tau la kenapa sekarang ni ramai benau yang sakit, yang ada cuma bilik vvip aje. Kalau bilik vvip maka paknye kena topup sikit la the difference tu. Company cover up to single room aje. Tapi demi anaknya.. maka paknya pun dengan rela ati menambah sikit.

Ni way, ni pictures of her dekat sana...

B4 the Op - bergirang2 di VVip room. Dua2 berseronok sakan.

Selepas Op, b1 was out, b2 masih sama.. hahahaha

Jalan - Jalan Perabih Minyak...

lagi.. After the jalan - jalan dulu, this time we go further, we travel using the old road all the way to Lumut. Yes, memang kitaorg tak de kerja. But the main thing is we enjoyed ourselves. Malas nak cerita panjang la pulak... See the picture aje la..

Slumdog Millionaire

Synopsis:

The story of Jamal Malik, an 18 year-old orphan from the slums of Mumbai, who is about to experience the biggest day of his life. With the whole nation watching, he is just one question away from winning a staggering 20 million rupees on India's "Who Wants To Be A Millionaire?" But when the show breaks for the night, police arrest him on suspicion of cheating; how could a street kid know so much?

Desperate to prove his innocence, Jamal tells the story of his life in the slum where he and his brother grew up, of their adventures together on the road, of vicious encounters with local gangs, and of Latika, the girl he loved and lost. Each chapter of his story reveals the key to the answer to one of the game show's questions. Each chapter of Jamal's increasingly layered story reveals where he learned the answers to the show's seemingly impossible quizzes.

But one question remains a mystery: what is this young man with no apparent desire for riches really doing on the game show? When the new day dawns and Jamal returns to answer the final question, the Inspector and sixty million viewers are about to find out. At the heart of its storytelling lies the question of how anyone comes to know the things they know about life and love.

Written by Fox Searchlight Pictures

This movie won the Best Picture Award at the Golden Globe. Fascinating... A must watch movie.

Geng : Pengembaraan Bermula

Sinopsis:

Ada sesuatu yang mengganggu ketenteraman Kampung Durian Runtuh. Penduduk kampung menyebarkan cerita tentang kewujudan suatu makhluk yang menggerunkan menjelang waktu malam, namun tiada siapa yang berani mencari kebenaran disebaliknya...

Sehinggalah Badrol dan Lim, serta rakan-rakan baru mereka terjerumus ke dalam misteri tersebut tanpa disengajakan. Seekor haiwan aneh yang tidak diketahui asalnya, menjalin persahabatan dengan Rajoo dan membawa mereka semua ke suatu pengembaraan, jauh ke dalam hutan hujan Malaysia yang penuh dengan hidupan liar, termasuk seekor ular gergasi yang mistik. Sertai mereka, dalam mengungkap misteri dan merentasi cabaran di sekitar keindahan panorama flora dan fauna Malaysia.

If you haven't watch this movie... GO now...
This movie is so cool.. not just for kids, but for those who enjoy good animation movies.
Go and watch now... Promote film animasi Malaysia.. wuhuuu..!!

p/s - kami dah tengok.. on the 14th feb.. best best best!

The day I will never forget - 09/01/09

*grabbed from Facebook*

07/01/09
My hubby was complaining feeling heartburn on his left chest for sometime and I asked him to go for checkup. The clinic doc then referred him to a specialist. The Doc (specialist) did ECG and Stress test and confirmed that there's nothing wrong with his heart. But for precaution, the doc suggested that my hubby undergo the angiogram test - a simple straighforward procedure to search for any blockage in the arteries. To which he agreed - better be safe then regret later right?

08/01/09
Admitted to the hospital for further testing - blood, urine xrays. Doc said that angio will be done the next day... around 10 or 11... He explained the procedure and make sure we understand. He even invited me to see the whole thing. I was very excited.

09/01/09
My hubby was scheduled for angiogram procedure around 10.30.. the nurse (a filipino male nurse) came by and explained again the what ifs etc2. Then he wheeled my hubby to the angio room. To my surprised he led me to the lounge. (I was thinking, hey.. the doc wants me to be inside the control room and see for myself if theres any blockage) but i just followed him and wait at the lounge.
10.30 - wheeled to the angio room
10.35 - waited at lounge
11.25 - I felt very uneasy.. and all of the sudden 'berderau darah'
11.26 - 'attention - code blue in angio room, code blue in angio room'. I heard someone annouced thru their PA speaker. Oh no.. nothing can describe the way i felt at the time... what is code blue anyway..?
11.30 - saw a lady doc running and chant - 'angio room.. angio room'. What the...?!
11.50 - The Doc called me and explained that they spotted 2 minor blockage, no need for balloning, medicine will do but after the dye was injected, my hubby's heartbeat become unstable, so he want to keep him at CCU overnight. I was like.. ok.. so that's what code blue is... or so i thought... (but i felt like the Doc didn't tell me everything.. he's not a good liar)
13.25- still havent met my hubby, the jaga was gentleman enough and went to look for my hubby.. he said my hubby is still in angio room. (what the ..? kenapa lama sangat. bukannya jauh CCU and angio room)
13.30 - Puan, suami puan dalam bilik ICU 105.. boleh masuk sekarang (eh ICU pulak, hmm tak kisah la.. Went to see my hubby, he looked terrible.. (something must have happened, he wasn't supposed to look like that, he was only on LA (local anesthetic) for goodness sake. His heartbeat was at 140 one minute then 80 the next second.. erk.. what's wrong?
14.00 - had to clear the room, move everything to the car, then waited at the lounge.. praying for the best.. no doctors around.. just wait for the next visiting hour... at 18.00 hours.. The longest 4 hours in my life...
18.00 - was the first to go in and meet my hubby.. He looked much better.. LEGA.. and he told me the story below.. (my hubby asked the filipino nurse what happened and what is code blue... i told him i heard code blue earlier)

After the Doc injected the dye and spotted the 2 blockage.. my hubby said he fell asleep..

But the nurse said "out of the blue, your heartbeat become unstable and then flatline... (no heartbeat). We had to do CPR, and everything we could to revived you back. You're gone for 15 mins.. and only come to after we use the electric thingy - ( i call it the heart jumpstart :) dont know what the name is - ni sofia yg cakap.. bukan nurse).

This has never happened before. we suspect that maybe your blood cannot tolerate the dye we injected. We've done the testing yesterday and it was ok. Maybe we overlooked something. We need to test your blood again to know what went wrong"

"When code blue was called, all the nurses at the icu need to be present because we need all the hand we could use"

So.. that's the story behind the ICU thing. A simple procedure turned bad.. nobody expected it even the doctors and the nurses. My hubby was gone for 15mins.. It was a terrible experience.. nothing could ever describe how i felt...

I thank Allah for giving my hubby a second chance...

@ ICU - after the Doc said that he's stable..

p/s - come to think of it, lega jugak tak dok dlm control room tu.. dont know how i'll react if I saw him 'leave' me.. even for 15 mins.. Segala yang terjadi ada hikmahnya.. I believe in this before.. I believe it even more now...

p/s - My hubby kata masa dia 'tido' dia mimpi dia dkt padang with lots of kids playing around.. and he thought he was sleeping for a few seconds only.. go figure..

Cuti Sekolah Nov 15 - Jan 4 (updated Pictures)

As usual, cuti sekolah memang time yang paling busy. Tak pernahnya cuti sekolah tak busy. Anyway, cuti sekolah started out with the wrong foot. I was down and out for almost 2 weeks, was referred to specialist and Alhamdulillah, nothing serious about it. Was diagnose with sinus problem (Sadap xpin!), and was prescribed with medicine, no need for surgery.

Then it started to get better, first we went to the zoo, it's the same as it was 20 years back, with a little bit of touch ups here and there. The target was to introduce the kids to real animals, they only kenal yang belakun dalam kartun aje so far. Hehehehe. Bazleen tak berapa sihat that day, but still she had a great time...

Family from Perlis came to visit, the last few weeks in December, we went sight seeing at Berjaya Time Square (just a day before the woman plunged to death), a ride in Monorail of course and enjoying ourselves at Lagoon. the next day. The kids had fun.. definitely.. We also had one in a lifetime experience dinner (at least for the kids), something different and tasty of course just after Christmas. That sums up the school holiday activities, i guess. hehehe

Balqis with the giraffes, Bazleen takut.. hehehe

Gajahs next, Bazleen still takut.


Xpin balik 'rumah', hahahaha, the cool orang Utans..

ye.. dah tentu tiada makna jalan-jalan kalau tak de aksi poyos dari mereka mereka ini...
hahahaha

Fabulous Food - Yummeh...


@Sunway Lagoon

Lama...

sangat tak berblog. It's one of those angin again. Angin malas nak berblog. Bukannya tak de cerita, ada.. berbakul bakul, but entah la.. angin tu bukan jenis sepoi sepoi bahasa, but puting beliung terus. Tu yang buat sampai 3 bulan blog ni tak berupdate.

La ni angin dah kurang.. boleh rasanya kalau nak redah aja. Rasa macam nak penuhkan blog ni balik dengan benda2 merepek yang happened for the last 3 month.. with of course.. the latest news. Apa2 pun... harap bersabaq.. blog akan berupdate. InsyaAllah..