Macam - macam....

persoalan yang timbul.. like, apakah sebenarnya yang berlaku? kenapa berfikiran atau berperasaan seperti ini? bagaimanakah ini terjadi? siapakah yang patut dipersalahkan? dan yang paling penting apakah yang harus dilakukan?

Iye...it's one of those days again, tapi makin kerap jadi dah nowadays. :(. Napa ye? Sebab PMS? Bukan... this feels more like menopause aje. (Hahaha macam bagus aje, macam la pernah lalu menopause ni) So extremelah the feelings. Teruk sangat ke my hormon ni? But i'm not even 40... Is it really possible..?

I can change from a goody2 person to a monster you've never seen before in split seconds... from someone who's tougher than a rock to a melted iron in a blink of an eye...why can't i fight these feelings? I want to fight it real bad...i really do, but i just cannot help it. Maybe you'll say, i should try harder or i didn't try hard enough...well i did..believe me i did..but the harder i tried...the worst i become...what's happening here?

Tak pernah stop berdoa, and mintak pertolongan Allah.. but it works only for a while...only when i'm free from my monthly due...how to deal with it when its the time of the month? the time when i feel the worst? Sometimes i feel like going betapa dkt gua mana2 so i wont hurt anybody...yup, its that bad.. Sesapa please help... :(.

Abg, my dearest hubby, thanks for being so understanding when i'm going thru it. U r the best!
Kids, i'm sorry for being so tough on u gals.. "Maafkan mama ye :("
To my sis (all of em) and my close friends...sorry if i ever hurt u in any way... u know i never mean any of it.. i just cant help myself.. please forgive me.. :(

I'm in a mess...real mess...

This is too tough for me to handle... Allah.. please give me strength..

p/s - now i think i know how mama felt when she was going thru this...

Aduhai Perot...

What's happening to my perut? Been acting on its own lately..Dunno what else to do... :(

My dear stomach... have mercy please..!

Bazleen aka B2.. part 1

One day, after one of our daily Maghrib jemaah prayers, we heard B2 du'a sendiri sendiri, quite kuat jugak. But not loud enough for us to hear clearly. So her dad decided to ask her... (i was listening nearby)

Pa: Adik... adik doa apa tadi?

B2: Ada la...

Pa: Cakap la dkt papa...

B2: Adik doa bagi papa dapat duit banyak2...

Pa: Ohh yeke? Kenapa nak duit banyak?

B2: So nanti papa boleh beli apa yg adik mintak...
(ooo ok... ada niat tersembunyi rupanya...)

Pa: Ok, lagi doa apa?

B2: Adk doa bg mama keja puas puas...
(aik... tak boleh jadi ni, i have to ask)

Ma: Keja puas puas? adik nk mama gi keja ke?

B2: Eh tak nak la.. adik nak mama dok rumah...

Ma: Abis tu, adik soh mama keja puas puas tu?

B2: Yela, mama keja la puas puas dekat rumah. bagi rumah bersih.. kemas...sedia makan... semua2 la...

Ma: Err... (speechless...tak tau dah nak kata apa)

Soulmates

Hahaha...apa punya topik ni? Start start dah merapu. But actually its quite an interesting topic to discuss when u really think about it. The main question, have you found your soulmates? I have... twice.. lucky me! hehehe
Ok, on a serious note.. what is the definition of soulmates? Googled it and found this: (these are 2 types of soulmates that really got my attention..)

Twin Flame Soulmates
This is the most popular type of soulmate. There is usually one twin flame soulmate for each of us. Twin flame soulmates have spent multiple lifetimes together in past lives. There is incredible chemistry and attraction towards each other. They "complete" each other and only few lucky people are able to find their twin flame soulmate. Twin flame soulmates, if separated, usually suffer enormous pain.

I found my Twin Flame Soulmates more than 10 years ago.. and of course, he's my best friend, the love of my life, my loving husband... Very2 lucky to have found him... (luv u abg..muah!)


Twin Soulmates
These types of soulmate are your closest friends or a person whom you really click with. According to those who believe in reincarnation, you have already met them in a past life, and in this life you are continuing the relationship. There is an emotional bond between these soulmates and each is able to sense the feelings of each other..

My 2nd soulmate found me by surprise... about a year ago..I was really shocked by her presence.. and really didn't know how to handled it. Allah has arranged everything...and I thanked Him for arranging this...I've found my Twin Soulmate... u know who u r... Tq for 're-entering' my life.. luv u lots...

So.. have you found your soulmates..?

I'm back..!

Sori ye blog... Lama betul tak jenguk...
It's been almost 7 month... lama tu.. :). A lot of things had happened, good and bad things.. oh! I've been hospitalized and operated on too, i think that's the main reason for the long silence..
Anyway, I'm back.. will be updating as frequent as I can..
So enjoy the nonsense rambling ... hehehe.. :P