Been thinking about this for quite some time now. Still haven't decided yet. Pening jugak bila memikir kan bab nih. Teringin nak study sesangat but at the same time takut tengah study kemalasan melanda. Then again kena cari sponsor dulu, but then layak ke dapat sponsor? Slalu kalau sponsor kena terikat, kalau ambik Skim Latihan Tenaga Pengajar Muda kena terikat (kalau diterima la). PHd at least terikat 10 tahun. Sanggup ke jadi Lecturer selama 10 tahun. Nak mengajar pun tak berapa gemar sangat. Yelah, sapa la kita nak ngajar org ni. Waduh... Fenin.. fenin... But then again, sronok jugak nak ngajar nih. Hmm entah ler.. Solat Istikharah nampak gayanya.
Another thing is... what to study. Dah satu hal lagi pulak. In order to research something intresting that I can do, or I want to do memang susah. Semua ni conclude to ONE thing... I dont know Me or Me dont know I.. I.. Me.. Me.. I.. Who am I..?! Who I am?! Have to get back to basic I guess.. Proses mengenal diri sendiri... Hampehh....
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