A year ago, today...

Mama passed away at 3:20am. It's already been a year, rasa macam baru aja....

Setahun dah berlalu, we get on with our lifes. Macam-macam yang dah jadi, Nuri terhempas, Malaysia dimalukan dalam arena bolasepak, Bazleen start sekolah, and papa moves on. Yes, papa ada 'teman' baru. Alhamdulillah...

Maybe sesetengah orang tak setuju or akan fikir bukan2. Yelah, your loving wife passed away baru setaun dah ada pengganti. Kata sayang bini...
Well, to me.. itu remark orang yang tak berfikiran seperti yg empunya diri. I know my dad love my late mom very very much. And I know, she is his first love. He fall for her when he was in his teens, and masuk meminang my mom when he was only 19. My mom was 15 that time and still schooling and of course pinangan ditolak. Only the third time meminang baru lah diterima. Live together for about 35 years and 6 months and 20 days. He was really devastated when she was gone. Really really was.. He was like, berkurung dalam bilik, and tak sampai seminggu he moved his things to the room downstairs. He doesn't say a thing but we know.. to be in the room he spend almost 16 years with my mom is too much for him. He used to do gardening with my mom, but he decided to hire someone to look after it when she's gone. He was like that (berkurung dlm bilik) for a few month. We always see him bangun tgh mlm, solat tahajud and maybe hajat... to calm him down, i guess.
Alhamdulillah it works, now he's the man we we grew up with and back to his normal life. Allah has answered his prayers and give him someone to cure his aching heart. This is where 'aunty' come along. We have met 'aunty', and she's ok. As long as my dad is happy then we are ok. Yah, my youngest sis, was againts it at first, but she come to terms when her best friend advise her. Tq 'Ain. Now I think she's closer to 'aunty' than any of us. Life goes on...

Ma, moga roh mama diicucuri rahmat dan di tempatkan bersama orang2 yang soleh.
Pa, I'm happy for you...

Al-Fatihah